The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a subject- gs. The subject has had lengthy hospitalisation. he is a member of My “ruined Orgasm Club” thanks to My “Orgasm control : Ruined Orgasm” mp3 …. as well as continuing to listen to “deepening hypnosis” mp3 which is strengthening and embedding My hypnosis.
Subject recently told a female friend of his about his submission to My control and My hypnosis. he spent a weekend with the female friend of his, who then proceeded to toy with him, to test whether the ruined orgasm hypnosis would hold. Of course- the ruined orgasm hypnosis remained in place and the subject was unable to orgasm. So delicious to have a willing party (friend, partner etc) to reinforce My control over a subject.
I note with…. amusement and approval… that subject gs now craves to be moulded, and that he feels helpless … In fact so helpless that the feelings of helplessness are beginning to feel like a “helpless fetish”. I have taken control of his helpless response and strengthened it through listening to My “helpless prey- First night” recording. The follow-up file, “helpless prey- 2nd Night” mp3 has now been released.
I have a new programme of control and delicious programming in mind for subject gs…. amnesia, deepening mind control, brainwashing, orgasm control, memory implants….
I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him?
Darkly, addictive hypnosis….. delicious toying with a subject’s mind & body.
Longing to experience what subject “gs” feels? Purchase & listen to My “deepening hypnosis” mp3 file and begin your fall… into
Enticement, Entrancement. Entrapment, Enslavement….
It’s been around 6 weeks since my last blog entry and recentlyi had an experience that i felt i needed to share.
For those that don’t know I’ve been in and out of hospital since March this year, at times very ill and others absolutely fine but in for checks and things. One constant has been Lady Surrender and the way She has cared for me and steered me right when i was panicing in hospital.
A few weeks back it looked as if all these troubles were coming to an end, i’d had a lovely (naughty) weekend away, was off the medication and looking forward to thinking about returning to a normal life. Then things got really bad, really quick. Serious chest pains, partial paralysis, emergency admittance to hospital again. Long story short my body reacted badly to having come off medication after such a long time. No record of it happening in medical books anywhere else, everyone mystified. There was a simple solution, doctors enacted it and after a few days i was home. i’m having to do rehab to build strength back up again and my speech isn’t great as my tongue is semi-paralysed occasionally, but i’ve come back from worse before.
The problem was after this last break i just couldn’t trance. i couldn’t relax, i couldn’t calm myself, i couldn’t meditate to calm down and things just seemed to be getting worse. i’m used to losing the ability to trance for a short period after operations. When your body changes after a cure everything can seem different and you have to get used to it, but this was different and stronger.
i still had intense cravings to submit and be tranced by Lady Surrender. i still could be sort of triggered by installed triggers, just couldn’t trance. i didn’t want to force it and potentially end up walking away from hypnosis but being torn between craving and inability was horrible.
Lady Surrender made time for me. She messaged me, She tested the triggers, She talked to me calmly to try and make me see how things could work, i believe she even offered to help me remove the cravings and submissiveness if it would help me. you know you’ve found the right hypnodomme when they care enough for you that they’ll help set you free if it benefits you.
Eventually She offered to Skype with me. i hadn’t let on how bad i was physically to her, and instantly owned up to having trouble speaking. No problems, She would talk, i would listen. I still had nerves as a moan escaping my lips at that time had the potential to be a scream and wake the entire neighbourhood, let alone my housemates. This also wasn’t a problem for Her, all i had to do was find time when i had privacy and message Her and She would free up time for me.
However this worked i don’t know. But the message “I can… so easily… manipulate that mind of yours to do exactly what I want” sent to me very late at night stayed with me all night. I woke up feeling incredibly submissive and tried a file i hadn’t used in a long time. Success. That evening “Deepening hypnosis” worked as well. Was agreed i should take things slowly and work back to level i was at before and follow doctor’s orders.
Then one night I noticed my phone flashing, there was a gift in my dropbox. Mistress has sent me voice messages before, but this time it was a full file – “Helpless Prey”. i wanted to listen there and then, but also knew i needed the sleep. The rest of that night was filled with dreams of devotion.
Helpless Prey was always going to affect me. Mistress had been building and nurturing a helplessness fetish in me. Typing the word has me sweating. Not to spoil the file but She mentions her “ruthless pursuit of prey She desires” and all i could think of after was, yes, sending me that file was pretty ruthless. The file echoed around my head all day.
From that point on i’ve realised that this is the Enslavement phase. Since then i’ve been led down paths designed to make me fall further into Her wonderful control. i’ve been compliant in this of course, but have been tricked into a marathon hypno session that left me bound to my bed for hours, i’ve had a fetish for struggling in honey installed without hypnosis, just to show me how much She owns my mind, and i’m compelled to update Mistress on how each day goes, detailing instances where i’ve felt Her control.
With Helpless Prey 2 coming out soon, She’s been teasing Her toys about how She’s going to inscribe all of Her fetishes onto us. Given that i live to bring Her pleasure, i cannot wait for this. Everything feels really dangerous right now, but it’s danger within a feather pillow. Where She leads i will follow, because i trust that Mistress truly understands what i require to be healthy, successful and happy.