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The making of a hypno slave using brainwashing, hypnotic suggestions and trigger phrases.

Erotic Hypnosis: hypno slave training using Mp3s

The following journal between Myself and david from inraptured.net record the beginning of his journey into Enticement…..

I do love knowing that a subject wants to be conditioned…there’s nothing quite so… erotic as knowing a subject wants to hear My conditioning….

The Temptress come to Tempt…..

Let the journey into Enticement begin…..

15/3/15

Lady Surrender,

i’ve been reading Your website, i’ve listened to some of the samples there, and i’ve read the product descriptions and testimonials here on Inraptured.net and on sensualmistress.com and that got me wondering what it was all about. 3 weeks ago i purchased a recording  and after listening to it a few times, i’ve found it to be as good as advertised.

The more i hear Your sexy voice in my mind, the more i want to be conditioned to respond to You.

i am happy You find my desire to be conditioned by You erotic Mistress! You are indeed quite tempting and i cannot resist. i plan to purchase another recording soon so i can hear more of Your words Mistress.

david

My reply:

15/3/15

submissive,
smiles…it’s a lovely picture …you rushing off to be conditioned and programmed by My voice….
I don’t have many files listed as yet on Niteflirt…if there’s a particular file you want to purchase through NF- let Me know and I will list it there….

 

Lady S

18/3/15

Hello Lady Surrender,

My name is David, though You know me on Inraptured.net as “*************”. I have been listening to erotic hypnosis for over 10 years and none have captured me as much as Your sessions have. For a long time I hadn’t listened to any EH for one reason or another, but a little over a week ago I decided to listen to the file since I’ve heard and read reviews about Your voice and visited Your website and I am glad I started listening! I found Your voice to be very seductive and the more I listened the more I wanted to listen. At one point I found myself kneeling on the floor, chanting over and over “I surrender my mind, I surrender my body, I surrender my heart to Lady Surrender”…something I had never done for any hypnodomme previously! A few days ago I purchased Your “Morning Mantra of Submission” and started looping that at night before going to bed, and as You commanded I have knelt on the floor chanting Your mantra every time I listen, I can’t help but get up off my bed and obey Your commands and suggestions! Today I have started a program of listening to Surrender 101 followed immediately by the Morning Mantra of Submission and it is having an effect on me, the effect being I find myself wanting to submit to Your control as Your submissive, Your pet. My desire to listen to You only grows every time I listen.

I am very happy to have not only discovered Your work, but also to start the journey of becoming Your submissive under Your control and being conditioned by You, Lady Surrender!

david.

 

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Erotic Hypnosis: Brainwashing + Entrapment Journal 5.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs. Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

 

Subject has become addicted to the feelings of submission, domination, penetration that he feels while listening to My mp3 file “Addicted to My strap-on”.

 

3/3/15

Mistress,

I am sorry to write again so soon, but the ache, the crave, the submission and the mindlessness is nearly overwhelming. Today has been magical and finally getting home after being blank and mindless so much, and falling multiple times throughout the day was a huge relief. Not many embarrassing moments as people seemed to think I was working hard and so left me alone, but there were numerous occasions when I realised there were things happening around me that I should have been paying attention to, but just couldn’t bring myself to focus.

Have used blankness at home as house too busy for Your strapon, but i really need to feel my mind, my body, everything, fully helpless for your pleasure. Blankness helps me train and keeps me weak, which i love, but i really need full submission to you.

i’ve just reread today’s tweets. feeling so weak and dazed reading them. reading the triggers that trip my brain into slush and send my body spiralling to the ground. aching, craving, blanking and submitting.

it was only when i came out of trance earlier that i realised i’ve been in chastity since the end of January without actually being told to. maybe that’s what’s behind the ache and the submission, but as i haven’t been asking and begging for release i’m not sure. i know that your control does sexually excite me automatically, and i near automatically keep myself at that level of frustration without realising it. perhaps that has helped deepen Your control. Mind blanking, body reacting, lust overheating.

i know that i can’t take many more days like today with how strong the reactions where and yet i crave many more days like that. tripped and triggered, blank and needy. i also know that i desperately need release and that today with it’s ever increasing blankness, ever increasing need and permanent crave has taught me how trapped i am by You.

i ask Your permission for release or for more. i will give of myself what i can for You and hope to make You happy.

Yours in a daze
gs

 

http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-brainwashing-entrapment-journal-4/

 

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Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing + Entrapment journal 4.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs. Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

This journal was written after subject gs spoke with Me in the inraptured.net chatroom.

24/2/15

 Good morning (your time) Mistress,
Your voice seemed so much more alive in the chat room. More cunning, more controlling. more reactive – and that’s with the sound quality jumping around and cutting every now and again. Really inspiring and pretty damn great – even without triggers etc. Was just nice to sort of have a chat.
After the chat room last night I decided to play some clips I’d made from your files. Certain triggers, certain phrases, the samples, etc. Just some random cutups that I’ve been collecting. Programming the first few for to prime me and then letting a randomiser take over. Usual reactions,but after the first few minutes of random I suddenly realised how deep I was. I couldn’t find the will power to shut it off and that’s more or less the last conscious thought I had.

I was woken by banging at my door and a housemate shouting at me trying to wake me. At some point I’d got out of bed and had assumed the position on the floor, ass up, head on carpet. Really dazed at being woken, I didn’t really have a clue what was going on, but shouted back “I’m ok. Going back to sleep”

Discussion this morning centred on how my moans had woken everyone. Luckily they mistook them for me having a nightmare that seemed to be endlessly getting worse. Felt lucky to get away with that one and even luckier to have remembered to lock my door before heading to bed. And so if anyone asks, you’re an evil zombie horde that relentlessly chased me.

And all I could think of today was how good some proper amnesia files with post-hypnotic suggestions would be. I crave getting to that stage where I’m reacting without knowing why.

Yours
submissive gs

See also:

http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-brainwashing-sissifying-journal-3/

 

Tease and Denial

Erotic Hypnosis: fetish for cock/anal play, latex, hypno : journal 2.

I always enjoy receiving messages from would-be subjects who have a hypno fetish… I love taking a subject into trance with simple words…using My voice to brainwash, train, mould….

Enjoying reading monique’s journal….read……and imagine it is you….. being Enticed with My silken, sexy voice….
Enticement….. Entrancement….. How delicious…that a subject wants to abandon themselves to My trances….

 

8/1/15

Mistress,

Your files are magical and I love abandoning myself to your trances more and more. I wish to be as blank as you would want me to be in order to fulfil your desires for me if I should be so lucky.

Here is a journal entry that you can edit as you see fit.

I hope we will be able to discuss further when we are both ‘back’. I will be very excited to be circumnavigating New Zealand in 6 weeks or so and your files will accompany me.

Respectful thanks,

monique

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Life is surprising and we end up doing many things we weren’t intending to do and are very happy about it.

I’m not quite sure how I ended up purchasing Mistress’s files but I’m pretty sure it was the latex covered beauty both black and red that sparked me to listen to an extract and by then it was already too late to go back.

Perhaps also because I am about to embark on a trip to New Zealand that Mistress’s accent grabbed me oh so softly but surely around my increasingly blank and receptive mind. Her soft, warm and dare I say extremely erotic voice pulls me in, lays me down, straps me into consensual submission and, if it wasn’t for her instructions to breath would surely leave me breathless.

At first I was enticed by the overtly exciting nature of being attracted to cocks and addicted to anal but having listened more than a few times I suddenly realised that the focus of my obsession was the trance itself so I was, I’m extremely happy to say, led to purchase Morning Blankness and Addicted to Trance which is where I should have started initially but I’ve loved the detour and find these files even more exciting having had a base from which to explore.

Being addicted to trance is easy for me as I confess to being a hypnofetishist but this doesn’t mean that I am unable to recognise pure talent and the unique nature of Mistress Surrender’s hypnosis. On the contrary, many years of listening to 100s of files has turned me into a connaisseur of fine hypnosis. Why settle for cheap table wine when you can settle down in a comfy armchair with a glass of vintage wine.

My journey has just started but there is no turning back and no wish to leave the path I have chosen.

I will continue with my regular studies and report my progress and am sure that I will be guided into progressing and deepening my trances. I hope to be of use and a worthwhile distraction to Mistress and aim to find as many creative ways of serving her as possible.

monique

 

 

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Erotic Hypnosis: fetish for cock/anal play, latex, hypno : journal 1.

I always enjoy receiving messages from would-be subjects who have a hypno fetish… I love taking a subject into trance with simple words…using My voice to brainwash, train, mould….

 

Enjoying reading monique’s journal….read……and imagine it is you….. being Enticed with My silken, sexy voice….

Enticement….. begins here.

6/1/15

Mistress Surrender,

I came to discover you via the Sensual Mistress site and drawn by several of my obsessions and fetishes I purchased Addicted to Anal Play and Addicted to Cock as I am also fascinated by latex.

Your voice is absolutely amazing.

I have been a latex fetishist since my teens (I’m 63). Very submissive I have been following a dual voyage as a latex bi-curious bondage submissive and as a transwoman. I have had pulse laser for facial hair removal and keep as smooth as I can. I wax and shape my eyebrows and wear make-up most days. I haven’t worn any male underwear for over 5 years and dress to please myself in the house. I’m also, I guess, a hypno fetishist and adore and am excited by being tranced.

I have listened to 100s of MP3s over the past few years and have even had live hypnosis on a few occasions by telephone. I seek a connection with a strong dominant hypnotist.

I’m British and Swiss and am perfectly bilingual English/French and your accent and soft powerful sensual voice fascinates me.

May I ask you to guide me in my choice of future files. I think I would benefit by a few more general trance files rather than the specific fetishes I initially chose because I feel if I listen to them regularly over a few weeks I could then request a live session which would be so much more effective.

Although eager I won’t rush as I’m off on an extended vacation in a few weeks and would request a session on my return. I could however take a few files with me to listen in my quiet moments.

Thanks for your time and wonderful trances,

Respectfully, Monique

 

6/1/15

monique,
I did enjoy reading your email…. I love hearing that subjects respond to My voice and My hypnosis.

I would recommend the Morning Mantra of Blankness as a file to listen to before other files of Mine. This file is a brainwashing file that has been described as very different from most brainwashing files…. it doesn’t rely on overloading a subject’s mind through multiple tracks, and sound effects.

I would also recommend Addicted to Trance….

I am currently on leave- and won’t be around to answer emails/hold Live Sessions for some weeks. I will continue to post journals and release new mp3s from time to time.

I welcome journals from subjects who have listened to My recordings…

Surrender is inevitable.

 

7/1/15

Mistress,

Thank you for Your reply. It looks like You will be absent while i myself am absent which will give me time to listen properly to the files You have suggested which i  will purchase later today.

i don’t want this to be just about me and i’m happiest when i can serve and make others happy so i will be trying my utmost to be a useful addition to Your devoted followers.

I look forward to ‘studying’ during my absence and will check again when i get back.

As i’ve signed up for the newsletter i will surely learn of Your return

Thank You agan for the blissfulness of Your trances. I will try and figure out where I should write my journal in the meantime.

i hope Your leave will be all that You want it to be.

Respectfully and with anticipated devotion,

Monique

 

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Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing + sissifying journal 3.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs. Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

 29/9/14

Lady Surrender,
i am sorry i have not written for a week. i’ve been very busy here preparing for an assessment in my refereeing (it went well) so greatly limited my internet access (despite several slips). i’ve tranced to Your wonderful control most nights and am slowly coming to terms with how things are to be. i’m not sure that the control and focus needed for refereeing has greatly helped with my fall during the week, but it has been an interesting juxtaposition of ideas.

The reason i am writing now is just a short note to let You know how extremely hot mike’s post is. Should i have had any thoughts of long term resistance, and to be honest there have been some along with incredibly arousing thoughts of complete submission at inopportune moments, i am now utterly convinced that resistance will fail.

i’m toying with ideas that are kinda alien to me and appreciate your patience.

yours
gs

 

29/9/14

Lady Surrender,

Mistress,

Waking, feeling wonderfully weak after an entire night of looped sessions. Randomised so i have no idea what played, but only waking once as My Sex Slave started but then no further memories.

i mentioned last night about wrestling with ideas that are alien to me and now I think it’s time to take that step. If i can’t convince myself i am ready for a live session with You then i have not given You enough control. I crave Your control and have to give You more and more.

Perhaps the only way to break that cycle is to do something that has never interested me. Sissy files have never interested me, sure i may have been willing to play dress up if asked in the past but that’s as far as that kink would ever go. Now though my control fetish is over-riding my mind. my weakness and longing to give away control, to have You rewrite my mind, the craving for Your instructions means i need to do this even though it is outside of my interests. i hope in doing so and training with more of Your commands that my fears over Live Control will disappear and i hope that i am pleasing You.

Yours
gs

 

10/10/14

Dearest Lady Surrender,

Just had to give you a quick update. CEI washed over me with no effect. I had no desire to listen to it again at it knocked me out of listening and training at all for a while…

then my craving kicked back in. craving your control. craving a deepening addiction.

i realised i was spending more and more time reading your site. reading the journals and feeling jealous at the control you had over your toys. i realised i’d started getting horny in work, dreaming of submitting to the office girls but hearing your voice.

i decided to do go all the way. as i said before sissy didn’t interest me so i decided to purchase Addicted to Cock 1 figuring that another file that didn’t do anything for me would kick the habit for good.

oh my god.

i should have scanned the file. i should have been more careful. i should at least have ignored your suggestion to listen to Mantra of Blankness first.

Within a few minutes I was gone. I recognised the file switching over, but your whisper at the start of addicted took me straight back down. from there it’s a blur. I can remember getting incredibly aroused during the session and woke dripping, mouth watering. Just thinking of it has me back in the same state. hard horny aroused, mouth watering, mind craving cock, craving control. At the time I couldn’t control myself, I got out of bed, dropped to my knees and started stroking. i became more and more aroused. stroking, drooling, needing your control.

and then i orgasmed and guilt washed over me. i am sorry for that. i don’t know why it felt so wrong but all pleasure, all excitement washed away.

i knew then i had to delete the file. stop this, before it got out of hand. And i did. And I really meant it.

5 hours later and I’m on your site again. have realised the download key would still be active and have redownloaded and set up a playlist for the night. i don’t want to be a sissy, but it seems inevitable because you want it. and i know you don’t want it really, at least not in a personal way for me, but more you enjoy controlling and moulding toys as you see fit.

and that is amazing

i hope you enjoyed my email,

gs.

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See also:

 http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-brainwashing-sissifying-journal-2/

Erotic Hypnosis: training cei slut to crave cock.

The following journals and IMs were received from a subject who identified as submissive but who struggles to accept his submissive nature. he expresses a desire to submit to a Mistress and to feel Her control.

Previous journal at:

http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-training-of-a-cum-eating-sissy/ 

Hi Mistress…
I have a confession to make.
I remember reading in your journal about subjects who go through cycles of interest and involvement of their fetish…I am one of those people…
You’ve probably figured that after the long gaps in my communication with you…

I’ve been through a few of these since you first hypnotized me at the beginning of the year…It’s really confusing for me.
I know I am truly submissive at my core and I’m sure thats why I love hypnosis and why I am so suggestible…
I go through stages of listening to your MP3s every day and it’s bliss…your hypnosis is really effective and It just feels so good knowing how weak I am to you…how much power you have over me. The best realization of that was after you gave me permission to listen to CEI level two and I did something I thought i never would…I ate my cum and I loved it…Just how you could make me crave it so badly… But then I’ll head away for work in a male dominated industry and I’ll feel some guilt and push it away.

But every time I push it away there’s always something that will i guess trigger my submissive desires again..
Over the weekend I was with a girl and I orgasmed on her back and she said “good boy” and I insantly felt the most intense rush of submissive desire and my mind went to you and I wanted to eat my cum right off her back so badly…I actually snuck a taste while cleaning up and it felt so good…I wasn’t interested in the girl I was with anymore and I couldn’t stop thinking about being your cum eating sissy and how much I wanted you to control me…to give me more commands ..I kept thinking how I was my mistresses sissy cum eater…I couldn’t wait to get home and lisen to one of your MP3s…which I did…

And so now I find myself again feeling so submissive to you…craving your control so badly…wanting to please you somehow…so desperate.. so weak…it feels so good but bad at the same time because feel cut off from you after the gap in time…

I felt compelled to tell you all of this because I feel like you control me again and I want to sort this out so I’m a better cum eating sissy for you…I want to make it up to you…Can you help me, Mistress?

Can’t wait to hear from you, Mistress… I’m going to listen to your mp3s in the mean time…

your obiedient cum eating sissy,
Sam.

 

My reply:

yes, I had assumed that you were in one of your “purge” cycles of the fetish.

you can make it up to Me by writing a journal and listening to My hypnosis…

there is so much more for you to experience….

Lady Surrender,

Yes, Mistress. I will do that today.
I’m thinking of a new MP3 perhaps….I’m nervous about your latest additions..

My reply:

submissive,

why so nervous of them?

Lady Surrender,

When you are back from leave I would like to talk about some stratergies to avoid purging
I am a hetero male…and I know your files will work well..

My reply:

check down this page to a post I wrote called :”Accepting your submissive self..”

I write there about binge/purge cycles

http://www.hypnosurrender.com/category/bdsm/

so- a new mp3 to listen to?

 

Lady Surrender,

yes…there are some new…delicious mp3s since you made contact last
although the thought of you conditioning me to crave something i never would like when I first ate my cum is thrilling…

My reply:

hmm well, there’s certainly the files such as “Anal Play: shemale cock”

Lady Surrender,

hhmmpp. I’ve been curious about anal play before…And the thought of you making me crave it makes me feel so hot and weak…

My reply:

so predictable!
you should start with anal play 1 first…..
shemale cock is 2nd level
then I plan a HFO from anal play mp3
I wonder how soon I can make you crave…..

 

Lady Surrender,

Ohh wow…will I need a toy or something?

My reply:

some use a toy while listening
some don’t
I suggest you listen to anal play (the first level) without  a toy
and see how you strong your response is to that
from there- shemale cock

Lady Surrender,

ADPlay

 

I note from My web site sales, that subject sam bought the 1st mp3 Addicted to Anal Play within a few minutes of messaging with Me. Then- approx 2 hours later, he purchased Addicted to Anal Play- shemale cock.

hi Mistress..

After talking today I followed your insturctions and bought Addicted to Anal Play 1 & 2…

I was so nervous before listening being a heterosexual male…but my desperation for more of your programming and instructions made the choice for me.

I had been listening to some morning mantras earlier in the day so I was feeling so much more suggestible and weak before I even began. I’m not sure where to begin…I’m still feeling the effects of the last session….

After multiple listens in a row of level 1 and then hearing level 2 I can’t stop thinking about a sexy shemale cock fucking my aching arse….the tought is SO arousing…my arse is literally aching and my cock is so hard again despite cumming after the last session just a few minutes ago (and I ate up all of my cum like a good cum eating sissy). Cumming didn’t satisfy me like it normally would….I want to be fucked by a sexy cock…and I can’t fulfill that desire now so it’s torture…the strange thing is I’ve never experienced any anal play…I think I’ll be shopping for a toy tonight…I can barely wait..

This programming is thrilling….I would never have considered anal sex before but craving it now after your hypnosis is bliss…I love this helplessness to your control…I feel more weak and submissive than ever….It feels so good to be back and controlled again…Thank you, Mistress.

Your cum eating slut,

Sam.

Erotic Hypnosis: Submission & training a hypno slave.

Enticement…Entrancement…Entrapment…Enslavement…..

As I have often posted here and on inraptured.net….these words are more than just a great marketing strategy.

The following email was sent by a would-be subject “mm” who has asked for My help. What kind of Hypno Domme would I be- if I didn’t lend a helping hand…be a beacon in the night to this confused and lost submissive….

I wonder if he will start the journey…. that leads to being My toy…My plaything….. seduced and enticed by My sexy silken Voice…. lost and entranced…..

24/11/14

Lady Surrender,

Please help. I have so many fantasies and things going on in my head. Diapers. Panties. Fem dom. Submission etc. I’m all over the place. Please help.

-mm

 

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Reply from Lady Surrender:

submissive mm,

The Enticement phase:

Morning Mantra of Submission

Morning Mantra of Temptation

The Entrancement Phase:

Addicted to Trance

Morning Mantra Addicted to Her Voice

Plus…

The Morning Mantra of Blankness…. where I take control of your mind..tabula rasa….Blank Slate….. and prepare your mind for My inscribing.

Then there are the feminisation files…. panties, delet hetero/install sissy sex…the addicted to cock files…. Oh My…..

I will- of course- always be a helpful Hypno Domme when a submissive is lost & confused….. take control….Entice you to begin the journey…into Inevitable Surrender.

Lady Surrender.

Erotic Hypnosis: brainwashing + sissifying journal 2.

The following journal records the methodical conditioning of a new subject- gs.  Subject is resistant to any suggestions of sissy hypnosis…. I wonder how long that resistance will last…. I wonder ….. whether My hypno Domme skills will be able to entice him….entrance him…. entrap him …and finally enslave him? Subject has begun to listen to My mp3 recordings- including the Morning Mantra series….. More recently, subject has been listening to the mp3, Morning Mantra of Blankness which is My brainwashing file using Erotic ASMR + Voice- and the mp3 Addicted to Cock 1.

Enticement…Entrancement…Entrapment…..Enslavement…… more than just a great marketing strategy.

Lady S:

20/9/14

submissive,
I see you purchased and listened to My Whispered Morning Mantra Addicted to Her Voice.
I always love reading of a submissive’s response to My hypnosis…and the Morning Mantras have been a delight to craft and create.

On the Edge of Pleasure…there is only Surrender.

addicted

21/9/14

Dearest Lady Surrender,

This is just a quick email, firstly to hope you are feeling better today but also to let you know how knocked on my ass I am by your Surrender file.

Your reply to me bothered me because I thought I had bought the 4th mantra. When I was out today I kept getting distracted as you said I had bought the whispered version.

As soon as I got home I purchased the complete version, but couldn’t listen to it at the time as I had family around.

Time passed and with excitation mounting I positioned myself so that I could ‘work’ on my laptop without them seeing the screen. My work consisted of scouring the web, looking for tales from others. Russ is very lucky to have you and the case studies on your site makes you seem dangerous.

Side note – whilst I was refereeing today there was a sexy girl on the sideline. My mind distracted to thoughts of you until crowd abuse over a missed call dragged me back. Leaving, after the game, she smirked as if she knew she had distracted me and I heard your voice ring out with Tabula Rasa and knew better.

Still on my laptop, from the blogs I knew I needed Surrender. Once downloaded I engineered an early start to get my family to leave and rushed to listen to it.

It is different from your other files and yet familiar to me. I don’t remember too much except for being in the elevator and yet my experienced mind tells me there were no amnesia suggestions. I wasn’t expecting an awakener which leaves me where I am now. Excited, nervous and anxious to listen more, read more and follow more.

Which I suppose is good. I do have a new mantra to loop through the night!

Hope you have a great day whilst your boys over here dream of your words.

yours
gs

My Mistress Lady Surrender,

I hope you’ve had an awesome day and I don’t want to bombard you with another long email but need to thank you for another great night. Since last time I’ve listened to Morning Mantra Addicted to Her Voice  but then found myself returning to Morning Mantra of Submission for a further 3 listens before finally getting some actual sleep.

I’ve awoken, feeling buzzed in your power and am actively trying to resist purchasing a further session so soon even though I am constantly craving more of your control.

yours, more and more with each listen

gs

Dearest Mistress Surrender (I am sorry, Lady doesn’t feel like an appropriate title anymore. Mistress feels more powerful, accurate… and controlling)

Enticement…Entrancement…
Entrapment…Enslavement….

Seeing those words come from you sent shudders down my body and have rocked me to my core.

I have read nearly every page of your website. I have seen how once you use that phrase more often than not it is game over for your toys, despite it being early in your control and enticement of them.

My thoughts are fuzzy and puzzled right now. I trust you know what is best for me but I’m nervous about what is to come and how far I’ve fallen in such a short space of time. It feels as if years of hypno file exposure is coming back to bite me in the ass and that finally I’ve crossed paths with someone who gets what I’ve needed, even when I don’t know what that is fully. Maybe other did, I just never felt the overwhelming, crushing need to contact them.

There are just a few things I am sure of right now

1. I crave your control
2. I need to hear your voice again
3. This is so, so different
4. I will go forward following your hints, instructions and commands should you see fit to issue any. This is my path now, I just don’t have the map
5. Thank god it’s Sunday so I can trance some more.

I will return to Addicted to My Voice as I crave more of your control, to continue deepening hypnosis and so that maybe I can find out what is on the other side of those elevator doors!

Yours more and more

gs

22/9/14

mmmmm Mistress,

Resistance didn’t last long and after following what I believe was your hint to return to Morning Mantra Addicted To My Voice, which I listened to 3 or 4 times during the day, the craving for your control eventually overwhelmed my crumbling defences and I purchased My Sex Slave.***

After 2 quick listens I have no idea what it contains but I am lying here with a goofy smile and an erection that won’t go away. I’m hoping writing to you might help that. If not, it at least helps me feel closer to you, especially as you seem to be pleased with my previous contact.

Hypnosis has never been like this before. I would purchase, but vet files before listening and I did that at first with your mantra files, but at some point, some thing changed and I’m now some eager little hypno boy desperate to devour all you have to offer and fearfully relishing the control you show of your other toys.

Control is a huge thing for me. Sure I have a thing for female legs especially if in stockings and heels but I think that’s because the confidence women who dress that way project. However give me a woman that can stop me overthinking everything, a woman that has the confidence to take control and knows how very, very sexy that is and I’d be in heaven.

Perhaps that’s what resonates so much about you. You know what you want, you seem to know what we want and you know how to get it. When you talk of enticement, entrancement, entrapment and enslavement my buttons are pressed. When you talk about using weaknesses against your toys I tremble, but light up.

I still can’t believe that I’m losing control, that it’s happening so fast and that when my head clears I still get scared of it, but ultimately that only leads me back to your files. I scanned the early mantra files. To my mind there was nothing dangerous there, just a way of getting a thrill. Boy was I wrong.

I see no other path for me now but to hand over the keys to you and let you do as you desire. I’m not saying I’ve relinquished control yet but with each listen, with each day that passes and with each dreamy submission filled night of sleep I grow weaker, crave your control more, ache to open up more to you and to do all I can to please you.

It’s like when the All Blacks come to Cardiff, the outcome is inevitable. The Kiwi will end up on top.

It is one week until I start my new job. Supposedly a week off work to tie up loose ends but I have a feeling it’ll be a week of turning into a puddle. One more file before sleeping….

Again, I hope you are having a great day. I hope you are recuperating well and I apologise for emailing you so much whilst you are not feeling your best. My hope is knowing the impact your skills have, even in your downtime, will bring a smile to your face.

yours more and more

gs

*** I have withdrawn this mp3 & will re-record at some point.

Lady S:

22/9/14

My eager little hypno boy…who thinks that “scanning” one of My hypnosis files will be a way to ensure there is nothing dangerous recorded there/….

Just simple words…to entice your mind and body. What harm can simple words do?

I trust you have enjoyed reading of submissive m’s Live Session experience…. some hypnosis doesn’t translate well to mp3s unfortunately….

Using your weakness against you…..

22/9/14

Nnnhh,
I had gotten to sleep. Had managed to fall asleep despite my erection. Had finally managed to get some proper sleep without headphones on.

I turned over at some point and noticed the blinking light on my phone. Immediately I’m back suffering the same, aching pleasure as before. Compelled to answer you before attempting to return to my dreams.

It has proved to me again how dangerous your words are. How without even listening to a file the need to respond is embedded in me. It is terrifying to know you can get me at any time or that resistance is so low.

I have enjoyed reading of all your toys. It is not my place to question but for me m seemed too focused on his pleasure. It is hard for me to know the background though and it might just be a case of you knowing how best to bring him closer to you. It isn’t my place to judge and I do not mean to and clearly he adores you and the time you spent together. It is hard to place into words, but something didn’t feel right. Having said that m is certainly a glowing testament to the power of live hypnosis.

I am torn and please don’t take this the wrong way. I need to be honest with you otherwise nothing really matters. Clearly all the evidence shows the power of live, but when I get fully rational I begin to over think. I am having a wonderful time right now, what if live doesn’t work? Will it spoil everything? Is it a one-shot deal where your growing control over me is broken if it somehow doesn’t meet my expectations. Should i even have expectations? Then I get stuck in a loop. Why wouldn’t it work? Everything so far has convinced me others feel the same and that you have exquisite skills, knowledge and power so why should I be different? Would I be the reason for failure if it didn’t work? Why should I be the special one with control I haven’t yet been able to display? Maybe all my file based experience and resistance is working against me. I have always kept control, would I automatically try to be resist as the ‘danger level’ ramps up and bring everything I am enjoying so much down? Why am I worried about my enjoyment – haven’t I just castigated submissive m for that reason?

And then I return to my emails. Clearly I want to give you the control to lead me down the path of your choosing and yet with the first hint I am rebelling. That can’t be right. Perhaps control isn’t strong enough? Perhaps a live session is what I need, but the fear of failure…failing you. What if holding back is already a way of trying to break your growing control? It seems unlikely to succeed but fear is a form of resistance.

Does that make sense? Have others expressed similar misgivings to you? Is it just a case of needing to dive in?

I trust you. I honestly do and that is why I don’t want to break this. I worry that it’s all too fast, that maybe I’m missing something, maybe I am over eager and trying to hard but yet could resist.

Over thinking and analysis has held me back at times, but it has served me well at others. It is a strength and a weakness and controlling that is the key for me. I must work on that, I know that.

And now I am rambling. Unable to form a proper argument and just spilling my thoughts out.

It should not be the case that I decide what comes next for me. In my mind not choosing is the ideal, but I fear it is a step too far at present. I need to work harder with the files available to me and work to get around that. Live sessions…live submitting… So tempting. Do I just jump in and risk it? If I were to choose I would play it safe – I would ask for a custom session to help allay my fears and to render me even more helpless in front of you. If nothing else it would solve the problem of how exactly to fit in a live session given my mother is moving into my apartment this week whilst she has an extension built.

And typing that made me feel like a teenager, unable to hang out after dark with the cool kids. So cringey, but sadly true.

I have meant you no disrespect at all during this email. I am not doubting your skills, your control or any other accidental slight… I am doubtful of my ability not to break this experience, which I am enjoying so, so much and that I hope in some way pleases you.

If I have upset you by recoiling I am deeply sorry and understand if you do not wish to continue. This is all so new to me.

Yours

gs

Lady S:

submissive,

submissive m wrote a journal of his 2nd session, mainly for the inraptured.net community as well as My web site…it was written to be as detailed as possible as submissive m has been involved in the EH community for a long time and has never experienced erotic hypnosis as he experienced with Myself. 

……..remembering that I come to EH from a background as a therapist and as a Lifestyle domme.  submissive m has had extensive EH hypnosis and has been absolutely blown away with his experience.

for example, in his recent 3rd session, I implanted “false” memories…. and the usual toying with dropping him in and out of trance, wiped his memory clean of the session- then retrieved the memory. 

 

I enjoy toying with s subject- which I hope is what comes across in submissive m’s journal.

I have no difficulty with a subject expressing their point of view. I encourage subjects to be real with Me…to say how it is for them….In return, I say how things are for Me.

 

you know you will fall deeper in a Live Trance. you know I will toy with you…. have My way with your mind and body…. use your weakness against you.

 

I am well used to subjects feeling intensity…. and feeling conflicted about those feelings of wanting to be controlled …and of feeling hesitant. I always encourage a subject to take their time… to establish that My words and actions match… that I am trustworthy. I have often had subjects ask to serve Me within a few days of hearing My mp3s….and I always suggest …. waiting. Hypnosis does produce intense feelings…. allow yourself time to feel more at ease with My hypnosis.

 

My NZ days/times I am available are listed under FAQ. you should interpret any silence on My part as being away from work. 

 

It’s not about “working harder” with My files…. it’s about allowing yourself time to integrate the feelings that are prompted by My hypnosis…. allowing yourself to “be” with the hypnosis. No analysing….

22/9/14

Lady Surrender,

Wow, thank You for such a detailed response. As ever seeing mail from You made me tingle, but seeing such a reply made me realise how much that you truly care about Your toys but also the confidence and firmness of Your tone without being patronising. It is clear how different You are and why You have such success.

As You knew i would, i have begun the process of overanalyzing Your email. i have begun helplessly scouring your site trying to seek the importance of italics. There may be none and You may just have tricked me into reading more and more about the love and devotion Your toys have for You. If so, bravo, excellent disarming trick. I am writing after reading submissive surrendered’s story.

It has made me realise how early i am in the process. That is how i see things now. A process. A factory line conveyor belt with no escape. i can’t know what happens next, but it is inevitable. It is just a matter of time, patience and relaxation before i can meet Your goals for me. And that is so, so exciting.

I was buying into this thinking that i could retain some sense of control, some semblance of leading You to lead me down the route that i wanted to take. Whilst that may be true for some boys, it clearly isn’t now for i. All i have is time as i train and am trained to give up control completely. my weakness was my need to be controlled… my hypno weakness is the need to retain it. i will train that out for you so that You can have Your way with Your toy as you so desire. i love submissive surrendered’s realisation that You control his fetishes now, gently poking him in the way he will react for You. i can’t tell You strongly enough the thoughts that has left running around my dazed, confused head. my head that wasn’t dazed until i read that and my head that had cleared until i typed it back out.

It comes back to control, and who has control. So very hot. Your emails, Your website and Your toys using my weakness against me.

Maybe i am no longer analysing control, rather training myself unknowingly through study. Like i said so very hot.

Complete, Exquisite, Uncontrollable Submission and Surrender is coming and i can’t wait for my fall for You to be complete.

Yours more and more

gs

 

See also : http://www.hypnosurrender.com/erotic-hypnosis-brainwashing-sissifying-journal-1/

Erotic Hypnosis: feminisation using MP3s Journal 1.

The following journal records the correspondence between Myself and subject “c”, who dreams of being feminised by a strong woman. Subject c has been listening to My mp3 recordings- in particular- the Morning Mantras and Feminine Orgasm Level 1. As a consequence, subject c has been enticed to listen again…and again to the Morning Mantras and to feminine Orgasm Level 1….. Such a delicious means of control….. of Entrancement….

 

15/7/14

Lady Surrender,

From your first messages on Inraptured, I have had this feeling. I’ve been drawn to you. Teased and seduced by you. I purchased your first mp3’s and listened to them and then set them aside. But for some reason, I returned to them every few weeks. I continued to purchase your mp3’s as you released them. I confess that after a few listens, I would set them aside. But there was something that was working on the back of my mind. It was Feminine Orgasm Level 1 that struck the chord. Followed by the Morning Mantras. I find I can’t get you out of my mind now.

I’m am recently retired, their idea, not mine. I’ve had a life long fantasy life about being dominated by a woman, a woman that uses feminization as the expression of her control. It has been very private and secretive. My fantasies started when I was five years old. I would like to share the details with you. I’ve written them out for you to read. I will send my document to you, but only if you are interested. I hope you could be interested. I hope you might be interested in helping me go further.

I’ve listened to so many other hypnodommes and hypnotists. I’m telling you this because I want you to know that I’ve been on this journey for almost five years now. During all of this I’ve learned how to trance. After many failed attempts, I know how to let myself fall into a hypnotic trance. I know what it is and what it isn’t. You are a very accomplished hypnotist.

I hope to hear from you. I promise you that I will be open and honest about it all.

c.

 

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