The following journal records another instalment in the training of a new sissy subject. The subject has been unwell & unable to have privacy to listen to recordings.
I am looking forward… to joanne’s return to health… and to deepening My control and methodical Entrapment.
Excerpt from joanne’s journal no.3 :
Then, Your girl can’t comprehend how You can make such profound changes inside her head with a single session. This girl has collected pictures of beautiful women for years, role models, templates for the girl Yours would like to become someday. And yes, Your girl has pleasured herself while looking at them. Until Your girl experienced “Addicted to Cock” and “Delete Hetero…” After listening one time, Your girl deleted years of pictures and began collecting pictures of women pleasuring men, taking cocks in all possible ways. New templates. New dreams. The old ones became irrelevant in a single breath.
And last night, after listening to “Craving Control” a single time, the pictures now mean nothing. Your girl has no need for them. Orgasms are still female, and are still amazing, but they aren’t important anymore. Being controlled is everything. Somehow, Your girl thinks this change of mind may be part of being controlled – no way to remember anything but Your delicious whispers. But really – no interest in the pictures at all? And a searing need to find something to prove to You how devoted she really is – to become ever more controlled. Should this girl be doing Sissy Tasks? Should she be edging, proving Your control? LIstening to more recordings? Flying to New Zealand? This one needs You to know how deeply she craves Your control…..
So delicious…. to have such a compliant subject.
I love beginning with a newly brainwashed and blank mind….
Begin here ….
with the foundation files…..
and I will..capture… your unwary mind…and have you crave …more of My control.
I am your Siren. I am your Temptress. I am your Goddess.
29 February 2016.
I have been leaving messages on twitter from time to time, advising of delays & absence from work.
I hope you are recovering….
Your girl started crying right at her desk when she saw Your note! Your girl has missed listening to You and chatting with You by e-mail soo much. Her life has been closely monitored since her stay in the hospital, and her fee time is very scarce. As Spring approaches, Your girl should be able to find more private time to spend with You.
Your girl has noticed Your periods away, and knows that they could just be time to focus, or they could be a sign of illness. I say a prayer often that You remain healthy and that You are able to enjoy life both with and without Your subbies.
This girl has mostly recovered, although she still basically falls asleep at her computer at 10:30 most evenings, whereas before she routinely stayed up past midnight or 1 AM. She is working out three days a week, so hopes to get her endurance back soon.
One amazing constant has been that after all of this time, Your girl still feels a natural and deep desire for male companions – a complete change from before, and one created entirely by You. Many aspects of hypnosis fade over time, but it does seem You have made a permanent change. Sooo exciting!
Your girl had been worried that You would become so inundated with male subs that You would not have time for her, and Your girl hopes Your business thrives. It is humbling and gratifying that You remember this one – thank You sooo much for writing!
Blessings and love, Mistress!
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