The following journal records the correspondence between Myself and subject “c”, who dreams of being feminised by a strong woman. Subject c has been listening to My mp3 recordings.
Recently- subject “c” has experienced an episode of purging all feminine clothing, and all things associated with feminisation. My hypnosis recordings were not deleted.
This note finds me at the end of a long cycle of purging. I’ll never understand why it happens. Why I find myself filled with self loathing and shame. It’s as if I get too close, enjoy too much, come too close to accepting who I really am. My punishment is the denial of feelings and desires that have been with me for all of my life. It’s happened before, but this is the first time since I started listening and surrendering to you. In the past, I would get rid of everything, clothes, makeup, wigs, and all of my hypno recordings. A demonstration of my denial. And that is what happened this time. But this time I found that I couldn’t do that with your recordings. I set them aside, put them away. This week I took them out and started listening again, walking my way slowly back into your welcoming words. Small, careful steps.
had there been a break in your listening patterns- prior to this latest purge?
I know that hypnosis is the most effective means of breaking the binge/purge cycle….
Consistent listening and repetition of the hypnosis ensures the new behaviour/thoughts/feelings embed into the subconscious mind and create new neural pathways in the brain.
Self-acceptance of your desires equals inner peace.
I am so pleased that you didn’t purge My recordings. Keep taking those small careful steps ..back into My voice.
you know that is where you belong.
Binding you closer to Me.